I tend to not update this often enough.

So here's a quick update:
Summer 2009 sucks
but i have a camera and my creativity.
or insanity, whichever way you want to look at it.

Please check out my gallery
and also my good friends band.
For All We Know
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The weather is getting nicer so i'll be out more often.

I'm over it
and i'm over you, for the most part...
but that doesn't mean i can't change my mind if the time comes....


I had to get that out.


I think i've finished uploading all the pics i've had just sitting on my desktop waiting for me to upload them.

I plan on starting a new project of some sort. I can't decide what yet, maybe a picture a day thing, or some themed photos. I don't know. Any ideas?


I'm lonelier than ever right now, and all i've got is a cat named after a serial killer. His name is Dahmer. And i swear he just might kill me.

I have lots of pictures that i need to upload
and i don't have enough time to do it

So one of these days, they will be up
i'll do 4 at a time for a while until i get caught up.
then i'll upload more frequently with newer pics.

ALSO
If there isn't a black border around the photo, than it's just a scrap photo that i decided to post because it makes me smile.

New photos will be posted soon. i've just got to finish scanning them, and decide which are worth your eyes.


and,

things in my life are steadily getting better.
which, for how my life runs
is surprising.


I'm looking forward to the future for the first time in a long time.

and i think i can handle whatever life throws at me.




*also, mood not tearful. Stupid Windows computer i am using won't load the mood thingy*

I just got a roll of film developed. And it's the most beautiful work i have done so far. And i'm not tooting my own horn or anything. I just think it's the best work i've done.

And i'm not ready to share any of it yet. I cried when i looked at the photographs. I feel lame, but i cried. Because of the emotion they held, the feeling that had for me. Maybe i'm the only one who will think they are amazing, but that's good enough for me. But i still cried.

And i'm not ready for anyone to see them yet.
Maybe you can convince me to share them.
But right now, i'm too broken to open up and let the world see what made me cry.